flow 8.20.2004

document-based textual overload, facets of communication glinting only for those who know. a dialect, like filtered sunlight through the mist, acquired only with time. history, gleaned from memory and amassed over time, giving previously intangible consciousness density. intricate pathways, crossing and uncrossing themselves by fate and will. reality laced with necessary delusions, moments of grandeur, unconsciously calculated to neutralize the all-permeating emptiness. rife with absurdity, gratuitous inclinations, feigned causality, plans gone awry, thoughts and meager moments inflated beyond their actual size by the innacuracies of passion. compressed emotion, pressurized by the magnification of the present, losing concentration as months flow by. indulging the longing for pure sensation, fleeing accursed mindfulness...in this way we quest for the undefined; sublime nothingness.